SO ANGRY

I am going through a whirlwind of emotions since my period.  Today I'm just simply pissed off!  I'm angry that we have to go through IVF / ICSI, I am so angry that the IUI did not work and I'm pissed that there's so many people out there procreating without even giving it a second thought.  I'm angry that our future baby won't be conceived from making love with my husband, I'm angry that we have to spend so much money on treatments.  I'm angry that I'm in a bad mood everyday and I'm taking it out on the people I love.  God please help us if you are listening.